Missing u so much. I feel very sad today. Tears suddenly drop down even while I'm typing report. I lost my way,really lost my direction. I don arrange my life on track as I used to be anymore. I don have fun on the things I've done. Everything is just like "whatever".
I know I have to be strong, but it really hurts.
Decided to fly back home this noon, leaving the place tat I don know how to carry on for few days. I did not plan to go home tis weekend actually. Mum & sis quarrel again and I don think I will have peace in mind if I'm home. But it kills me more if I keep on staying here with tis mood tis emotion. I did not tell u coz u always seem busy on something, something other than me. U don feel it when I was down. U can be so good and so patient to everyone but me.
Someone had promise me 3 msg. per day. Now he forgot.
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